About Me Personally

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Hi, it’s nice to meet you. Well I can type that easily, but if I met you in person you would most likely just get my, “I’m trying to look friendly smile.” That I think looks a little too fake and happy. I am a huge introvert, just let me hide in my bubble. My bubble that I’m slowly creeping out of. I am trying to mature and man up and do things that scare me.

I like to numb my brain.. I don’t like to admit that but it’s too true. You hand me a drink (alcoholic) and I’m all for it. As long as I’m not driving, I am very cautious. But hand me that joint or that drink and I am excited. Let’s get messed up and not think about life. Cause life.. Man screw you.

I am depressed always and forever. Well hopefully not forever, but I sure am right now. Doesn’t matter how good of a day I have had. Doesn’t matter how great my boyfriend is. I always come home depressed. I have tried to fix it, but it doesn’t end. So I smile and breathe and try to continue. Cause I have to.. And it’s ok.. I’ll get through it. Somehow and someday I am going to go to sleep truly happy.. It has to happen eventually.

So I’m here typing. Trying to find joy in one of my favorite things.. Websites, writing, trying to express myself. I sit here listening to a semi hopeful, but also semi sad song. Thinking about life and how it’s gonna work out.. Trying to find the strength to smile again and again. And you know what, the strength is coming back. It usually does. Thankfully.

I like youtube and movies. I like walking and lip syncing to my music that no one else can hear. I like laughter and love. I can’t stand people who make others feel small. No one is small. I like humans.. ironically enough. They’re stupid and can be extremely cruel and greedy. But I have met some gems. Some wonderful, beautiful, imperfect people. And those people make me love humans. More of us just need to pick the loving side of life instead of the hating side.

I don’t know what else to say about myself. This is me. I take selfies to make myself feel beautiful. I stare at the sky and smile. I cry a lot. But I always get up and breathe and take another step. I look forward to seeing what I can do in life. I look forward to learning how tough I maybe am. And how driven I can maybe be. I need to be patient with myself and everyone else. And hopefully they can be patient with me.

Thanks for listening to this super weird description of myself I wrote with zero planning or forethought. I am much more then this but I am only 22 and I don’t know myself super well yet. Let’s find out together who I am. 😛

-Emily Grace | eroxursox

2 Responses to “About Me Personally

  • Nice to read a new one finally .. your strong you’ll get out of that shell of depression! You’ve already come so far! You have surpassed what I thought you could do ! Keep it up!

  • Chandra keller
    2 years ago

    You are learning about life. Life is difficult. But it’s worth it. Keep going day by day. Don’t give up. Little victories are good. They all add up. You are loved. You are beautiful. You are strong.

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